Thread:Baluar/@comment-24799642-20150924130428/@comment-24799642-20150925032226

Matt, It has nothing to do with Pride or Ender, it just has to do with the Wikia as a whole. Started banning new accounts beause they are Ender without any proofs, we starting to fight because one persons thought that it was good banning new people and others dont.

We/I could've finished everything on his very first account, then he went to a 2nd one and we banned him, then on his 3rd/4th? It was madness and not in the fun way.

I mean— we werent racional and this is the thing that is making me avoid this Wikia. When Ender appeared, I didnt just think on what he done, I started to remember what I done to this Wikia. Lire for example has made more Contributions than me, she deserved my spot on the Admin Group, I just edited the Medal pages, made some Fanfics and added some Emoticons, what else? Lire was right about me, I was an stupid asshole when I gave that warning. I could've just said "Hey, can you come in Chat?". My issue is Guilt with you want a word for it. Damn, maybe I am the reason of why Ken left the Wikia.

Now? I am talking with Ender everyday and I am helping him. To be honest I am trying to look every mistake I made and trying to fix it (and believe me, there are many). Maybe, someday when I feel free from what I am feeling, maybe I will come back but I cant promise such a thing. There are a lot of other places that also need my support and this Wikia is not in the list. This Wikia have many good admins like Baluar and you, Matt. I can take care of other things without worries, if you really need my help, dont EVER think I wont come back and help on what I can in the speed of light. That's why I am always in the Backup Chat...

This is my first account on internet that I really had to think on my decisions. I dont know if it's because on what's gonna happen on the end of the year, if it's just another weird thing from my mind. Maybe I just need to find myself.

I hope that it's clear now...

By the way, thanks for adding the LoA Wikia Beast.

Regards: BeoBlade~