User blog:Vaince321/Arc 4 Chapter 4: Despair

I checked my arm for any signs of Aragami strain before I return to Kaze's room for cleaning. Though it feels as if there's nothing to worry, I couldn't help to feel the dread that awaits me if I don't get it checked regularly. When I walked up the stairs towards the Rooftop, I saw no signs of human activity nor anything unusual except for the recent Augment damage at the walls. I was powerless against the Ouroboros Augment and no matter how I see it, I thought I had the power to fight against it.

Kaze: Arthur! Are you there?

I hear Kaze's voice calling out to me for something. Unknown to myself, I felt something distorting time itself and calmed myself before I strut my way. When I approached her, she asked me to meet Sakaki before going towards the Helix Tree for an "Unusual events" that stopped 15 years ago.

Me: What does that have to do with me?

Kaze: It says that someone had Aragami strain similar to you stopped the Devouring Apocalypse by Rachel who intended to cause havoc across the globe.

Me: And is this the reason why Sakaki called me?

Kaze: Maybe... I don't know about you back in the past.

Me: Then a memory of who I once was is supposed to be kept somewhere in there... In the Helix Tree.

I made my way towards Sakaki's lab with Kaze in tow, despite her request for rest on her comfortable bed. When I barged in, Sakaki was sorting out which files goes where but stopped at my sudden appearance.

Sakaki: Oh Arthur, right timing for you to show up. How's your arm's condition?

Me: I'm less concerened about my arm but more about my past Old Man.

Sakaki: Do you remember where you last appeared? I'm sure it's the Helix Tree if I'm not mistaken.

I was struck at what Sakaki said about my first appearance in the Helix Tree.

Sakaki: But that's not all, you lived here before. Far longer than I have remembered to be honest. You erased everyone's memories to save yourself from the burden you can't share. Isn't that right? "Jonathan"?

With my back on the wall, I was caught in a bind between my memories and the explaination Sakaki's saying. I couldn't tell which one is right or wrong.

Sakaki: If you're interested for your old memories again, I've already made contact with two of your old friends. They will assist in regaining your memory with a "special" device.

I'm half distraught and partially insane about the situation.

(I'll continue this later. The plans have holes!!!)