User blog comment:Seieireppa/God Eater: Reverie for a Dying Star, chapter 9: Tragedy/@comment-14812118-20150802153710/@comment-14812118-20150802164243

I am not questioning the reason why he does the records, Matt.

And I assumed it was (one of) his first reaction(s) to the event because the way this is writ... err, recorded makes me think that he still didn't kill Ron, despite the fact that he knows he'll morph into an Aragami. And before anyone says it, I know killing your best friend must take a lot of determination...