User blog:Baluar/PHILOSOPHY TIME! Goddamit, I'm screwed up...

Hey there, Bal here.

You see, I'm kind of weird. Not in the sense you are (probably) thinking.

But, since a couple of years ago, I've began to feel weird when I look at my own reflection in a mirror.

At the beginning, it was simply like if I questioned myself, "Who am I?". Then my logic side came in and said "You are Juan Bautista... and blah blah blah". Insert random self-describing mental speech. End of the deal.

The question has become more complicated with time. So much so, that now it's so goddamn complicated, I can't put it with words. Obviously, that means there's no answer for it.

What I do feel weird about, is that I feel I should know the answer, but I (evidently) don't know it, since I can't even grasp the fundaments of the question itself.

And it kinda bothers me because, when I think about it (or rather, when it comes to my mind), it sticks. It's not like, "hey, this bothers me. I'll think in something else." It won't go away that easily.